Tuesday, November 30, 2004

Secure Our Borders

I have just signed a national petition urging our elected officials to do everything in their power to Secure Our Borders and stop the flow of illegal aliens entering into our nation. This is an issue of national security that demands your immediate attention. Please click here for more information.

Sunday, November 28, 2004

Letter from Fallujah

This is an excerpt from an email that 2Slick recieved from an American Army officer serving in Task Force 2-7 CAV in Iraq. He got this email through the West Point distribution list. You should go to his site and read the full letter:

Now that it's over, there is a lot of things that people back home should know. First of all, every citizen of Fallujah (non-insurgent) is getting $2,500 USD (that's a lot over here) to fix up their house or buy new things that may have been destroyed in the fighting. Insurgents took up positions in resident's houses so we were forced to destroy a lot of buildings.

There is over $100 million dollars ready to be spent to re-build the city. This may seem like a lot of money, but I can assure you that it is a small price to pay for the amount of evil people no longer alive, contemplating how to kill more Americans. The intelligence value alone is already paying huge dividends. Some of the 900 detainees are telling everything they know about other insurgents. And the enemy never expected such a large or powerful attack and they were so overwhelmed that they left behind all kinds of things, including books with names of other foreign fighters, where their money and weapons come from, etc.

I went into the city 3 times, but after a lot of the fighting had been done. It was amazing to see how the American military had brought the world's most evil city to its knees. I have an awful lot of pictures that I am going to upload to my webshots will blow your mind to see what the insurgents forced us to do to win this fight. And seeing the pictures of what I saw first hand will make you very happy to be an American and know that our country has this might if evildoers force us to use it.

Our mission in Iraq is to help the Iraqi Security Forces become stable enough to keep this country safe...and once in a while fight with our full might to give these security forces a fair chance. When we need to go after the enemy with all we've got, the results have been amazing.

In the fight for Fallujah, our military lost over 50 soldiers and Marines including a sergeant major, company commander, and 8 platoon leaders- along with 40 young enlisted guys, typically between 19 and 23 years old.

I can't even tell you how proud I was to be part of this fight and know these soldiers who were going from building to building to take the fight to the enemy. My Task Force lost 2 more soldiers after the rocket attack at Camp Fallujah, 1 of them that I knew pretty well. It was hard on the unit to deal with these losses, to go along with the 16 soldiers from 2-7 who were wounded. But this was a fight we knew would be dangerous....but worth the risk based on the good that would come out of it.

Anyone back home who thinks the world is a safe place needs to come here for a day and learn real fast that there are an awful lot of people out there who hate Americans so much that they risk their lives to try to kill us. We cannot live peacefully back at home right now unless we continue to stay on the offensive against our enemies and fight them in their backyards. Remember, radical Arabs started this war...and they continue to fight it, proving to America over and over that they need to be fought.

I am hopeful that most Americans understand that you have to accept death to defeat evil; all of us soldiers accepted that the day we signed up.There are some things worth fighting and dying for, and making the world and especially America, a safer place, is one of them. For every Mom out there that you read about who turns into a peace protestor when her son is killed in action, there are 99 Moms you don't hear about who are proud and believe in this mission even more.

War Means Fighting, and Fighting Means Killing

The following is from an email newsletter sent to me by Tim Larkin, creator of Target-Focus Training:
"War means fighting, and fighting means killing"

-Lt. General Nathan Beford Forrest

I thought after 9/11 our country was finally back on
track when it came to fighting a war. But now I've
realized I was sadly mistaken.

Recently, the 24-hour news networks were very busy
broadcasting (repeatedly) video footage of some
Marines clearing a room in a house in Fallujah, Iraq.

Apparently one Marine (who had been shot in the face
the day before and still stayed on the job!) felt that
2 of the seemingly dead bodies in that room may have
moved or the bodies were booby-trapped. Rather than
have the other Marines risk their lives to investigate
he shot both of the bodies to insure they were dead.

Feigning death and human booby traps were tactics he
had seen the enemy use just the day before to kill
marines as they cleared rooms in the very viscous
house-to-house combat the Fallujah operation proved to

This marine's combat action caused uproar in the US as
TV 'talking heads' wondered out loud if the Marine
should be brought up on war crime charges. Currently
this Marine is in limbo as the powers that be decide
how to handle this situation. He may actually have to
face a military trial on the incident!

Whether you back the war or not, our soldiers face a
committed enemy who is willing to do whatever it takes
to further their cause. Beheadings of men and women
civilians/journalists is standard as is assassinations
of politicians and military personnel.

Their commitment to their cause is total and even the
wounded will booby-trap themselves just to kill a
couple more soldiers 'for the cause'. Against such an
enemy you cannot afford to respond with a litigious,
law enforcement mentality.

We cannot win by trying to 'arrest' the enemy. The
cold, hard fact is that we must KILL the enemy in
large enough numbers to break the back of the
insurgents. It is politically incorrect to point such
facts out but that, quite frankly, is the nature of

But this mentality is not just dangerous to soldiers
on the battlefields of the Middle East. The same
applies to you.

You cannot afford such a litigious mentality when
faced with asocial violence. You must respond by
injuring the other guy... and doing it now. You cannot
block your way to safety just as the military can't
use law enforcement guidelines to defeat a 'kill or be
killed' enemy.

I don't advocate responding to anti-social behavior
with violence nor do I believe violence will solve our
social or political problems. But whether it is a
soldier facing a committed, fanatical enemy or you
facing an asocial recidivist criminal, the only
response that will get the job done is to use the tool
of violence.

That's why you must ask yourself... right now, 'Do I
really know how to use the tool of violence?' You
simply can't wait to ask it when asocial violence is
imminent. By then the stakes are far too high.

Until next time, from all of us here at the TFT Group
and Target-Focus Training, I'd like to wish you and
your family the safest of holiday seasons.

Tim Larkin
Target-Focus(TM) Training

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Thursday, November 25, 2004

Working the U92 Turkey Jam @ Club Utopia

Last night Gil Medina had me do Security for the U92 Turkey Jam at Club Utopia. NB Ridaz and TQ performed at the Turkey Jam. I was working the 21 and up door. There were no major incidents at the door or inside of the club. However there was a sexual assault (attempted rape) outside of the club. I heard about it from the Bouncers at the club. The cops caught the guy. He was the father of the victim's baby (he was her "baby's daddy"). This low-life ripped her pants off of her. She was able to get away and get to the Security that was doing searches outside of the club before he could rape her. The cops were called and they spent about an hour talking to the victim (I'll call her "Sue").

After I got off work (Gil let us off around 12:30 A.M.) Mikey, one of the bouncers there, walked outside with Sue. She was trying to call her friend (I'll call her "Mary") so she could take Mary and her boyfriend home. Mary didn't answer her phone. Mikey asked me if I would keep an eye on her. I said "Sure". I asked Sue if she wanted to go inside and look for Mary. She said "Yes". I took her inside but we couldn't find her. When we went back to the door Sue called Mary again. This time Mary answered the phone. Sue couldn't hear her very well but she thought she said that she was outside. When we went outside, the Security that had been doing the searches outside was between Mary and her boyfriend. I found out later that Mary's boyfriend (I'll call him "Asshole") had been beating her up and Security broke it up. When I got out there I thought they were just arguing. I walked up to Asshole and discreetly told him, "Her friend just got raped, so you need to relax." He didn't realx. He kept being an asshole. I told Sue "You're driving so who do you want to come with you?" She told me that she wanted Mary to come with her, but not Asshole. I said "O.K., let's go". One of the Security guys, Josh (I used to work with him when I worked for C.S.C.) and I started walking Sue and Mary to Sue's car. Asshole kept yelling at Mary. I was walking with Sue and Mary to my right and Asshole to my left. Asshole started moving towards them as we were walking to Sue's car. I put my hand on his side to keep him from getting too close to Sue and Mary. He said "Don't touch me." I said, "Then stay away from them". He tried to grab Mary's wrist and I pushed him back. He moved towards me and Josh grabbed him and pushed him away. We told him to walk away. Instead of walking away, he started walking towards Sue's car. Josh and I grabbed him. He didn't want to go down easy, so I lifted him off the ground and put him down on the ground. I put my knee on his back and told him not to move. He tried to get up but I didn't let him. Josh called some nearby cops over. When they got close, we explained what happened. Sue and Mary had got in Sue's car by now. One cop talked to them while the other talked to Asshole. They ended up letting him go. After talking to Sue and Mary, I found out that Asshole had beat on Mary and the cops had been called a few times before. I gave them both my business card and told them to call me if they needed to. The sad part is that Mary will probably go right back to Asshole. I hope she doesn't but she probably will find a way to justify his abusive nature and keep getting abused. This pisses me off!

There are a lot of these assholes that keep getting away with beating on women. These women either justify their boyfriend/husband's actions or they think that they somehow deserve it so they keep getting abused. I always offer to help, but they rarely ask for my help. It's so frustrating!

Tuesday, November 23, 2004

.::AI alt & .::AI DarkAngel's Birthday Party @ GoodGame

Last Friday two of the members of Clan .::AI, the Counter-Strike team I play with online that GoodGame sponsors, had their monthly meeting/practice at GoodGame. Last Monday was Alan's (".::AI alt") and Shelly's (".::AI DarkAngel) birthdays so Friday was also their birthday party. 6 members of .::AI, Chicky, LagMacCrash, theClap, theDrip, Dyrwolfe, Running in Circles, and shadowstalker, and a few others came down. Chicky (alt's wife; they are the co-founders of .::AI) brought a cake and some cookies and DarkAngel's man brought a cake too. It was fun. I've never met these guys in person (except alt and DarkAngel). I play Counter-Strike online with them 6 -7 days every week, but it was good to finally meet them face-to-face. I didn't get to come to the first meeting they had, last month, because I was in Las Vegas. I'm looking forward to next month's meeting.

Saturday, November 20, 2004

The Sheep Dogs

The following poem is by a Vietnam veteran named Russ Vaughn. GOC in Winston Salem, author of the Obnxious Dropping's Blog, suggested reading this poem on Inidgo's Insights Blog.
The Sheep Dogs

Most humans truly are like sheep,
Wanting nothing more than peace to keep.
To graze, grow fat and raise their young,
Sweet taste of clover on the tongue.
Their lives serene upon Life’s farm,
They sense no threat nor fear no harm.
On verdant meadows, they forage free
With naught to fear, with naught to flee.
They pay their sheepdogs little heed
For there is no threat; there is no need.

To the flock, sheepdogs are mysteries,
Roaming watchful round the peripheries.
These fang-toothed creatures bark, they roar
With the fetid reek of the carnivore,
Too like the wolf of legends told,
To be amongst our docile fold.
Who needs sheepdogs? What good are they?
They have no use, not in this day.
Lock them away, out of our sight;
We have no need of their fierce might.

But sudden in their midst a beast
Has come to kill, has come to feast.
The wolves attack; they give no warning
Upon that calm September morning.
They slash and kill with frenzied glee
Their passive helpless enemy
Who had no clue the wolves were there
Far roaming from their Eastern lair.
Then from the carnage, from the rout,
Comes the cry, “Turn the sheepdogs out!”

Thus is our nature but too our plight
To keep our dogs on leashes tight
And live a life of illusive bliss,
Hearing not the beast, his growl, his hiss.
Until he has us by the throat,
We pay no heed; we take no note.
Not until he strikes us at our core
Will we unleash the Dogs of War
Only having felt the wolf pack’s wrath
Do we loose the sheepdogs on its path.
And the wolves will learn what we’ve shown before;
We love our sheep, we Dogs of War.
Reading this poem made me think of all of our soldiers over in Iraq. It especially made me think of the U.S. Marine who shot and killed a wounded Iraqui terrorist inside of a mosque in Fallujah. The media has been all over this. They have shown an edited version of the video. Although I do agree that there should be an investigation into this matter, I don't like the ASSumptions and comments that have been made regarding this incident. Here are some facts about the incident:
  • Amnesty International has reported that the Iraqi terrorists have illegally used white flags to lure coalition forces into ambushes.
  • The Marine seen shooting on the videotape had been wounded in the face the day before.
  • Within hours of the videotaped incident in the mosque, another Marine was killed and five others wounded by a booby-trapped body they found in a house after a gunfight.
Everyone should read Oliver North's article about this incident to get the full story. I support our troops and I believe that after the investigation, this Marine will be found innocent.

Tuesday, November 16, 2004

Fate & Dissaster w/ Psyche Origami @ Sugarbeats (All-Ages Show)

This Thursday, November 18th, Fate & Dissaster will be performing with Psyche Origami of ArcTheFinger Records at Sugarbeats (2106 S 1100 E in S.L.C., UT). Sugarbeats is between Sugarhouse Coffee and Orion's Music on 1100 E. Doors open at 8:00 P.M. Show starts at 9:00 P.M. Tickets are only $6. This is an All-Ages Show. Don't miss it!

Saddam Hussein was a Weapon of Mass Destruction

They've found another mass grave in Iraq. People say "We didn't find any Weapons of Mass Destruction in Iraq. Bush lied to us. We shouldn't be over there" I'm tired of hearing it. It's obvious that part of the reason we are over there is because of the Saudis and oil. Does that mean we shouldn't have removed Saddam Hussein? No. Could Saddam have easily sold or moved his WMDs out of the country before we invaded? Yes. Saddam Hussein was a Weapon of Mass Destruction. Human rights organizations estimate that more than 300,000 people were killed during Saddam's 24-year rule! That's more than 10,000 people/year. Many of them were women and children! I am glad our troops are over there.

Saturday, November 13, 2004

The Truth About Iraq

I support all of our troops, especially the troops in Iraq. Contrary to what the media tells you a majority of Iraquis want us over there. Today I found a website called This website has identified some of the major myths manufactured by the media, and has tried to counter them with statistically valid public opinion research. Some of these myths are:
The creator of, Steven Moore, has a blog you should check out. If you want to know more about how the people in Iraq feel you should watch "Voices of Iraq". Go to their website to find out more about this documentary.

Thursday, November 11, 2004

Karaoke at Cisero's

Tonight Fate, Diss, Jen ("Little Jen"), and I will be going to Cisero's in Park City for karaoke. We do this almost every Thursday. I don't sing (I sang two songs one night, but won't be doing it again), but Fate and Dissaster do. We meet our friend Jen ("Jenny Jen Jen") at Cisero's and stay at her condo afterwards. It's nice to get out of S.L.C. for a day. The moutains are beautiful.

Tomorrow night Fate and Dissaster will be performing with Self Expression Music and the Yin Yang Twins at Teazers {366 36th St, (801) 395-1517} in Ogden. The Yin Yang Twins aren't my favorite rap group but I'm sure it will be fun.

Monday, November 08, 2004

The Royal Court

About two years ago I bought Matt Furey's Combat Conditioning Book. This book has a bunch of bodyweight exercises in it. The three exercises that Matt recommends you start with, Hindu Squats, Hindu Pushups, and the Back Bridge, are referred to as The Royal Court. I have done these exercises off and on over the past couple of years, but I haven't done them consistently. Today I am going to make a commitment to myself to do these exercises three times per week starting tomorrow. I need to get in good shape and this is how I am going to start doing it.

Sunday, November 07, 2004

Free A Child

Yesterday I read an article in City Weekly titled Suffer the Children. This article is about David Race Bannon and David Race Bannon (author of Race Against Evil: The Secret Missions of the Interpol Agent Who Tracked the World's Most Sinister Criminals) was a member of Archangel, a covert team within Interpol (the largest intelligence and law-enforcement organization in the world), where he worked as a "cleaner" (assassin). His job was to hunt down and punish those who raped, tortured and killed children for profit. is a nonprofit organization located in Boulder, CO whose mission is to rescue and protect children from child trafficking and child prostitution.

The child sex trade is an issue that most people don't want to think about, but it is real. Read some statistics here. In his Address to the UN General Assembly, on Sept. 23rd, 2003, President George W. Bush said:
"Each year, an estimated 800-900,000 human beings are bought, sold, or forced across the world's borders. Among them are hundreds of thousands of teenage girls,and others as young as five, who fall victim to the sex trade. There is a special in the evil in the abuse and exploitation of the most innocent and vulnerable. The trade in human beings for any purpose must not be allowed to thrive in our time."
If you want to help stop this tragedy, here's how:
  • Contact the National Center for Missing and Exploited Children for tips on how you can keep your children safe from molesters and traffickers. Call 1-800-THE-LOST, or go to
  • Contact Free a Child at 720-890-1457 to volunteer or for more information about The Butterfly Project. Learn more about their programs and child trafficking at
  • Send tax-deductible donations to Free a Child at P.O. Box 4203, Boulder, CO 80306-4203.
  • Write to your representatives and ask them to support legislation that holds traffickers accountable and that places sanctions on nations that do not have or do not enforce laws against sex slavery and the trafficking of human beings.
  • Report collectors and sellers of child pornography to your local police. This is not a victimless crime.
  • Urge your state lawmakers to make trafficking and child pornography a priority for state and local law-enforcement agencies.
  • Become informed, and then work to inform others.

Monday, November 01, 2004

Working the U92 Halloween Player's Ball with Tech N9ne @ Club Vortex

Last night Gil Medina (the promoter for the U92 Halloween Player's Ball with Tech N9ne @ Club Vortex) called me at 5:30 to ask if I wanted to work the door (Security) at his show at 6:30. I said "Sure". He wanted me to call my boy Rashad to get him to work too. I called someone to close for me at GoodGame (my day job) and called Rashad. He picked me up from GoodGame and we went to Club Vortex. Gil put Rashad on the 21 and up door and me on the 18-20 door. I was basically there to make sure everyone behaved. Only one guy got attitude and that ended after I gave him a verbal attitude adjustment ("You can relax or you can leave."). Gil's sister sold tickets and another guy took the tickets (some people had bought tickets through Smith's Tix).

We closed the doors at 12:00 A.M. After we closed the doors I went inside and kept an eye on Katrina. (Katrina is Shnicka's little sister. Shnicka is in the group Expression with my roommate, Lam.) Some anorexic crackhead tried to start a fight with her. I told her to go away and she did. After the show was over I walked Katrina to her car. Then I found Tiffany (she owns Redlight Music; she brought 2 Live Crew, E-40, and Bubba Sparxxx to Utah this year) and went to hang out with Kutt Calhoun (he performed at the show too). He's a cool guy. After hanging out with Kutt we went over to Los's house (he's a popular D.J. here in Utah). I got home around 5:00 A.M.

The "Moron of the Night" Award went to some dumbass who ripped Guerilla Black's chain from his neck (Guerilla Black also performed at the show).
Three reasons why this was a BAD idea:
  1. Guerilla Black is not small (he has been compared to The Notorious B.I.G.). Pissing off BIG guys is bad for your health.
  2. Guerilla Black has bodyguards. Pissing off bodyguards is bad for your health.
  3. There were a half dozen bored bouncers waiting for someone to pounce on. Pissing off bouncers is also bad for your health.
This guy was removed from the building and I can guarantee that he did not enjoy the trip.